Kamis, 02 Oktober 2008

Such a Bore!

My feelings are totally weird! I don't like doing anything these days but strangely, I have been having a strong desire, since last Saturday, to be able to hang out with my friends. Isn't it just plain strange? For one moment, I don't feel like doing anything but at the same time, I have a strong desire to go out!
The days passed without anything interesting happened. I just stayed at home and was bored to death. Nothing to do, no homework (oh gosh, Thank Heavens!), but also no friends. I'm so lonely and frustrated, because there's no other word that can describe my feelings right now. Luckily, my parents asked me and my sister to go out yesterday and we all said "LET'S GO!", without any hesitation. 
So, as you can guess, we set off to Paris Van Java at about 11.00 today and arrived back home at about 14.00 o'clock. Not very long, eh? It's okay, because by doing that, I can refresh my bored mind and just try to be awake. Try to be awake and also not to loose focus.
Well, that's how I've spent my last few days at home with nothing to do, nothing to think of, and no friends. Very pathetic, actually but it's still a gift from a God worth to savour. 

1 komentar:

elis' journal mengatakan...

eHi, so sorry I haven't checked your blog since last month. Try to enjoy being at home as time flies fast. In a few years you will have to go from home for study. And we are not sure when you will live together with your parents again.