Selasa, 07 Oktober 2008

Today is a Blessing!

Today could be the best day I've had in the last few weeks! First, I played paintball today with my friends in a place near SECAPA, called TriggerShooting. I enjoyed it, despite the fact I only played for about 45 minutes, because directly after finished playing the game, I then rushed into Wisma Parahyangan, to train with my teammates. I was busy but happy. My schedule today was tight but it brought happiness to me. 
We, arrived at the place at about half past 12, and then we quickly changed clothes and wore safeguards. It was vital, you know, because later in the game, a friend of mine shot me right on my face. Luckily, I wore a helmet, and I was saved from being blind. Those safeguards, which sometimes could appear useless, actually saved my sight this afternoon. Even though I only played for around 45 minutes, I enjoyed most of my time there and you know what? Because I said yes when I was asked whether I wanted to play paintball or not, I learnt that the place was next to a large fishpond, where people can fish their and since fishing is also my hobby, it actually gave me an idea of coming there for fishing in the future. What a coincidence!
Then I immediately went into Wisma Parahyangan to train with my teammates. It had been scheduled that today we would face a team from SMAK 3 BPK Penabur. The game was supposed to test our ability in playing football, because we know that SMAK 3 is a school with the best sporting reputations among the other BPK high schools. We thought that we would face a team with tight defense, brilliant midfield and  terrific finishing touches. It actually didn't go like that. In contrary, two teams from SMAK 1 BPK Penabur won the games, with actually superior final scores. Well, the last team from SMAK 1 did lose the game, but it didn't matter. We showed that SMAK 1 teams actually were the better ones today. I was proud, because I played well actually and also because I  made a number of vital saves that ensured my team's win. At last, after weeks of no progress in my game, I finally managed to show my quality, credibility, agility and also leadership in the field. I finally managed to have a smile on my face and joy in my heart after weeks of sorrow and stress that had been constantly affecting my game. 

THANK YOU GOD FOR YOUR GUIDANCE TODAY!

Kamis, 02 Oktober 2008

Such a Bore!

My feelings are totally weird! I don't like doing anything these days but strangely, I have been having a strong desire, since last Saturday, to be able to hang out with my friends. Isn't it just plain strange? For one moment, I don't feel like doing anything but at the same time, I have a strong desire to go out!
The days passed without anything interesting happened. I just stayed at home and was bored to death. Nothing to do, no homework (oh gosh, Thank Heavens!), but also no friends. I'm so lonely and frustrated, because there's no other word that can describe my feelings right now. Luckily, my parents asked me and my sister to go out yesterday and we all said "LET'S GO!", without any hesitation. 
So, as you can guess, we set off to Paris Van Java at about 11.00 today and arrived back home at about 14.00 o'clock. Not very long, eh? It's okay, because by doing that, I can refresh my bored mind and just try to be awake. Try to be awake and also not to loose focus.
Well, that's how I've spent my last few days at home with nothing to do, nothing to think of, and no friends. Very pathetic, actually but it's still a gift from a God worth to savour.